keep moving

have spent most of the day on the verge of tears
opening and closing my email -- then never finishing or sending the messages
i don't like feeling this way
like i'm not sure what i'm supposed to be doing or when
or that if i don't do something soon enough -- it's just going to be too late

i probably just need to get more sleep
right now i think i'd travel any number of hours or miles --
just for a warm caring embrace