I'm not prepared, but if I have to . . .
said, I can make you scared.
It's kinda what I do.
If you're prepared--
here's what I propose to do . . .
If I make you scared, if that's what I do
If you're prepared, if I have to
If I make you scared and you pay me to
If that's the deal.
Now here's what I can do for you. . .
If you make me scared
If that's what you do
If I'm unclear can I get out of this thing
With me and you?
If you feel scared or a bit confused
I gotta say This sounds a little beyond anything I am used to--
Okay you make me scared
you did what you set out to do
I'm not prepared,
you really had me going there for a minute or two.
i got the job offer
the same day as my not-so-boyfriend drove away to start living his life somewhere else
1 flight canceled
1 scrambled drive to next city to catch alternate flight
1 very long travel time
1 shuttle drive to wrong hotel
1 panicked run down post-midnight streets searching for right hotel in foreign city
1 guy who told me i'd probably find it, but that he couldn't say how safe i'd be
1 very late check-in
0 hours sleep
0 hours practicing interview demonstration
1 very early wake up call
1 day-long interview
1 very long series of flights home
1 lost bag
1 very tired i
to the person who probably knows me best in the world
that i am afraid of the fact that i don't even recognize myself any longer.
that's a big deal.
in the universe i'm livin' in.