fast posting

i'm standing up at a bank of computer terminals waiting for my seminar to begin
yesterday i found out that all of the planning i had been working on for months is basically not going to work for this project and that i'm going to have to do it all over again in just a few days. totally deflated and worried. i hate it when my legs get kicked out from under me.

there's so much to blog about right now, but i don't have the time or even the words.
maybe on my lunch break, then
off for more of feeling like a loser --