patterns
always emerge.
and i know i could use the collective $200
given money
to change my tickets
leave immediately
as equally as i know that i won’t
because it’s the right thing to do
and the wrong thing to do
always circling the same outline
arriving at the same answer
healthy situations should not leave me
unable to sleep or eat
without the desire to do anything at all
hating myself for someone else’s reasons
by someone else’s standards

change the pattern
change it now