i don't remember walking home from uni
other than feeling confused at the prospect of crossing the street just in front of my building
but i know i've been sitting in front of my computer now
for several minutes
i've no idea what i'm supposed to be doing
all i know for sure is that my ears won't stop ringing
and that i'm going to pile up under a blanket
in my office chair
and try to get some work done
because i can't bare to contemplate being sick
one more time today