on being the american and other unenlightened details

is it sad that what i've eaten today totals a handful of (deceptively caloric) fig newtons, a few teas, and a coffee and that i fully plan to finish it all off with a couple (how many?) of glasses of wine in 3 hours and counting?

is it sad that the most exciting thing i've talked about with the person i love in the past week's time had to do with coding issues and xml tags?