mutability and other things i should never have to say

some days feel completely unhinged. like my clothes are all too loose and too constricting at the same time.
i don't want to be here. and i don't want to justify myself. i want the curve of my spine and my constant
dedication to be enough. i want it all to stand as a letter in bold type face to the world that reads:
our laughter in gorgeous tones spills untouched by human hands--inviolable.