he won't understand just like he never understands that i write in patterns like the female orgasm that my logic builds on itself turning and turning in ever increasing circles often requiring pressure and attention to bring the whole act to fruition and even though the journey takes slightly over 40 pages and i have to use my hands and lips eyes and tongue to get to the point where you can finish i get you there building and building until you want to scream into my ear your satisfaction at the spiral i wrapped you up in to some sweet release