cant get started its like the damn thing wont turn over and ive lost my keys this morning ive been thinking too much about white whales and ahab and the way problems that arent worth it can swallow us i dont want to bring you down here with me but im getting tired of losing sleep worrying over you and the bullshit you pass off as valid excuses for love it shouldnt be a full time job no it shouldnt feel like a full time job