reason i did not call you just now. to sob into the phone about how i ordered a medium roast coffee. but somehow ended up with a dark roast instead. is that i had just called you minutes before to sob at you into the phone about how expensive the wrong bus passes were that i had to buy because they were the only ones available. and how life isn't fair. and how i want to come home now and lock myself in the bathroom and never come out again.

so, i thought. i might could just keep this one to myself.