[if you've ever had a psychotic-ex girlfriend]
it may or may not have looked a lot like me.

i have been wavering. these days. like heat lines on asphalt on long stretches of roads to not very interesting places. and then something comes. a phone call. a stiff drink. a new creamy jumper. and all that time hovering on edges resolves itself. there's so much less to worry about walking edges with you within reach. and there are so many days, now. where i don't fall down.

at all.