the other day. he lost the dog. just turned around and all of a sudden, she was gone. zoom. the other day, i watched someone i sort of know hold the tiniest baby i've ever seen in real life. a month old. someone said. i sat and stared. gee gawed. sometimes, i sit with the cat at the end of the couch. sleeping. and i wonder how he can be such a bastard. and such the love of my life, at the same time. like life. i guess. or something.